14/07/2007

vPAE5K{43622"people hates to make mistakes.." ...so do I..

I am irritated ,apparently, I am not happy ..maybe bez I fail it .maybe I am really not good at it ..it just makes me so unhappy ..then it just dies within me , and I'm losing my desire to fight ...and slowly it was fogotten..家园小屋)jp-md-Yi}&Az
And then the same kind of things happens everyday ..and day by day ..it just keeps on repeating itself.. 
8T6] n/u w_Y2\43622I am happy when i just do my thing and forget about it  ..I am happy when things goes the way I planned .I am happy just doing whatever I wanna do ..at anytime .. I am happy when nothings falls apart .but I hate it when things went wrong .everything goes so wrong ,it wasn't how I want it to be ,it wasn't like what I've planned ..it pissed me off ..I hate it ..I couldn't stand it ..I wanna run away from it ............and then .. I just sleep it off ,the next day I will be happy again.家园小屋f3?:\[0k'k

LALALALA....I wish I could be this "happy" for awhile...i'm a happy person...well I am ..am I ?

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O43622"No one can bring you down ,without your consent .."  ...and I'm not gonna let u bring me down..家园小屋o,M,qC__}X3A6b

D%IY~8?[1o!j43622Recently ,I have officially concluded that I don't really like my boss but I don't hate her either ..we are just so damn fucking different ..just leave me alone dammit..I do not want to hear no more ..even though whatever she has said about me could be true .but i just simply hate it ..she can see through me ..the thought of me being transparent infront of somebody is just so damn insecure..after a well comparision of my pay and the job scope with the stress and the unhappiness that i've to deal with . i've make up my mind .I woke up one day and starting to type my resignation letter ..家园小屋8q~T&g`?0Z8?i9?

I love my job though ,but i knew i could simply get another one ..to think again ,I wanna go back to to school to finish up my ACCA ..well .its been a while already,i've always been thinking of finishing up my papers ..getting something real solid in hand....家园小屋3z5HMm Y8_r

IT,`dx2Wbx(W43622and then the life goes on ...and on and on .....

h U9sLM].r ?43622the next thing I do is to type my resume and start searching for another job on the internet  ...reading the school news letter for the next intake ..